September 2004 Archives

pregnancy blues!

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Yes I have the blues....I have 7 weeks to go, no name for this baby yet and the hubby is being an ass about picking one. I let him help me with Kazmira's name, but he is just being a butthead about this one. All I asked is that it started with K and the middle name started with a M since the other girls are named that way. I think it would be just weird if you have all this K names then a daughter named Stacy *rolls eyes*.

Also he is whinning about working out. We have this garage unit down stairs in our apartment complex. There is more than enough room for him to work out down there, plus it is away from the kids. He doesnt want to be down there because of the spiders....big whoop...get some bug kill and call it a day. We live in small 3 bedroom apartment. Our kids come and sleep in our room constantly, plus our room is small. He can't put in the living room...cause well that would be a pain. And I dont want a weight bench in our crowded bedroom which we will be sharing with a new born until we can work out some sleeping arrangement for the kids. OR he can get off his lazy butt and drive 15 minutes to go work out with his buddy for free in the weight room at his apartment complex!

And 7 weeks....I have no crib....no baby clothes (cause I threw them all out after Jeff and I said we were done, lol) nothing. *rolls eyes* I am just so not ready for this. I dont know what I am gonna do...argh!

OK ok I am done ranting...just ignore everything I said above. I will get over it sooner or later. I just needed some place to rant and rave and this is a great place to do it ;)

*takes a deep breath*

All better

*screams*

Well will blog later, need to chase rowdy 3 year old back into her own bed!

Unmotivated!

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I have been that way all week. Its really horrible I tell you. I am suprise I actually go this layout up. Its not all that great, but on the bright side I can drool over it :) and that I like. I know he looks like a dork, lol But I love that about him. He looks and acts so...normal :) How can you not love that about this man. And when he sings *swoons*

Well I am still doing the baby count down, but I am starting to worry myself way too much playing what if. What if this baby doesnt turn....what if they make me have a c-section...what if I have to deliver at home!!!

I have no clue what I am going to do if that happens. My luck no one will be at home with me except my kids...and well they arent really any help, lol. I can only hope for the best. If anyone wants to get on my call me when the baby is born list....im or pm me some where. If you know me well you know where to find me!

Ponies

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I am surrounding by ponies.....the toy kind of course. *rolls eyes*. Yes the kids got toys for the hell of it. One girl got dolls, the other on got ponies. I spent the better part of this morning playing with ponies and dolls...

Speaking of dolls.....why are all the dolls in my house naked? I mean is there some kind nudist colony here and I just dont know about it. My kids I swear, lol.

Well for those of you that are curious I have about 10 weeks to go, we still dont have a set name for the baby yet. My mom thinks we should just wait till she is born, look at her then choose her name based on what she looks like. But who knows what we will do, only time will tell. Just pray to the name gods that jeff doesnt name her some wacky name like Koko Milk!

 

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