To everyone I havent talked to in awhile. I am sooooooo sorry. Between the baby and the family I am completely exhausted. I can hardly do the stuff I need to do, and it's bugging me. I miss my online friends the time I spent online. I miss just vegging in front of the computer. I am lucky if I can get 5 minutes to myself, but oh well. BTW I gtg...more stuff to do before I head to bed.

For those of you who didnt know it I had a baby on Monday November 15th. We welcomed into this world Kalehya Mercedes McNeal, born at 1:48pm, 7lbs 8oz and 18 inches long. She is beautiful, lots of black hair with dark eyes and she looks like her sisters.

So some of you may notice that I am not online much. Well it's cause of the baby, I am her walking buffet bar atm, plus she is hasnt mastered the art of sleeping at night yet. But thats ok, I am use to it. I love my kids and it's a labor of love. Speaking of which, she is calling for me now :)

night all!

Well it looks like if I dont have the baby this weekend, I will be induced on Monday morning at 6:30 in the frigging morning. I am not crazy about going in there that early in the morning, but on the bright side I will having a baby.

So if you guys dont see me around that what I will be doing. So I will be AWOL for the next two weeks.

I swear I will be pregnant forever. I am do on the 17th and still no baby, andI an hardly contracting. My mother laughs and think that I wont have the baby until December. *rolls eyes*

Well I have been put on bed rest, which is easier said then done. I am a mom of three kids....three young kids I might add. I almost laughed when she suggested it. I know I need to get my blood pressure diwn, and that me yelling at my kids isnt helping with that :(, but what do I do?

Oh well, wish me luck!

I was gonna rant about my annoying online spammers who gets some sick twisted fun out of spamming comments on my sites and that of my hostees, but the asshole isnt worth it!

On the brighter side....I have a new layout...Its not all that great. Its simple...Its John. Its a clip from his daughters video. Yes I am still in love with the man. He rocks my socks to the fullest. I could just....nevermind, you folks dont need to know my deepest prevert thoughts about the man.

Speaking of perverted thoughts. I have to mention Adam Levine.....can I just hump him please....lol Sorry had to get that out. That man is just....omg sex on two legs. I dont know how anyone can not want to jump that little man, especially when he is grinding his ass all over the frigging stage.

*drools*

Well I think we almost have a name. It will either be Khadija or Kalehya. I am hoping for Kalehya, but we will see what he picks. Everyone start praying, wishing, hoping that i go into labor soon.

love ya...me outti

I swear some people dont get it through their head that I dont want the frigging spam comments. I may just have to start turning off my comments :(....so thank you very much you jack asses!

On a brighter note. I am still preggo. Who knows when i will pop. Everyone start wishing for it to happen soon :)