Oh my god I swear at times I could kill him!

*rolls eyes as she goes to clean the house*

It's kinda simple and YES its frigging John Mayer again. *sighs* isnt he purty! Mwhahahaha.

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I was listening to some old R&B mostly stuff that I listen to when I was a kid, and came across this song called Two Occassion by The Deele. I love this song, it's one of those sappy ones that makes you wanna cry cause is so sappy. But it makes me think of Jeff. No matter how much he bugs the hell out of me I love him. No matter how hard life gets, we drive each other crazy, we fight, we cry, we scream, we love or what not, I still think of him on two occassions...That's day and night

ok let me rephrase that, my hubby sucks!

I had the beautiful John Mayer high and he just killed it cause he talks to damn much. According to him I have a big mouth and cant keep it shut, yet he tells EVERYONE our business. It really sucked for me working in the same office as him cause everyone knew our business, the things we fight about, the things I like to do. Hell mu co-workers even harrased me on a few things. It was a frigging nightmare. Now i am being annoying about how much money (I should say how little money) I bring into the household.

He doesnt tell them that our littlest daughter refuses to take the bottle and kinda makes it hard for me to be gone for more than a few hours, he doesnt mention that with this job I am only 5 minutes away from the house can leave if there is an emergency without being penalized. No he bitches to them that I make nothing compared to his salary, and that I refused to work for the post office.

You know back when him and I first married, when i worked full time and he didnt have a job.. I NEVER treated him this way.

grrrrrr

Ok I am done with my ranting

I am so frustrated that it is so not funny. We like have NO money what so ever to buy anything, rent is due soon, every bill collector in the world is driving us crazy. Jeff is pissy with me over money and other things. My kids are driving me crazy. I have a job, but we have to get use to this job only playing me once a month. The baby is not taking her bottle when I am gone (and when I am home.) I feel so overwhelmed that it is not even funny.

I PRAY that the money that Jeff and I are suppose to get will be here on Friday like it is suppose to be. It will take care of alot of the things that are making me crazy. I also pray that Kalehya will all of s udden like her bottle so I dont have to give up my extra hours to feed her.

Wish me luck.....please!