Steven cracked me up today!

[20:44] Steven - Sleeping the night away: yeah your ass is outside my window
[20:44] Steven - Sleeping the night away: lol
[20:45] Have you seen my donkey?: wtf?
[20:45] Have you seen my donkey?: :p
[20:45] Steven - Sleeping the night away: you asked about your ass (Donkey)
[20:45] Have you seen my donkey?: *rolls eyes*
[20:45] Have you seen my donkey?: it's you
[20:45] Steven - Sleeping the night away: lol
[20:45] Have you seen my donkey?: actually my ass just IMed, btw how are you hunni...teeheee
[20:46] Have you seen my donkey?: :p
[20:46] Steven - Sleeping the night away: lmao
[20:46] Steven - Sleeping the night away: wow you have a smart ass... does it talk aswell?
[20:46] Have you seen my donkey?: LOL
[20:46] Have you seen my donkey?: yes and it apparently can type too!
[20:47] Steven - Sleeping the night away: OMG
[20:47] Steven - Sleeping the night away: lol
[20:47] Steven - Sleeping the night away: MY ass can speak
[20:47] Steven - Sleeping the night away: it actually just did... well more or less kissed the chair im sitting in lol

OK so I thought it was funny :p

Yep, I apologize for my wee bit psycho fit. Apparently it was the PMS!

kinda sorta maybe?

OK lately I have been way to emotional for my own good which leads me to believe there is something frigging wrong with. I swear everthing is just setting me off. So it could either be I am pregnant or my pms is taking on an evil personality that is making me fucking crazy and paranoid.

I am hoping for the pms, cause then I know I will get some relief in a few days.

BTW folks if you IM me about this stuff, make sure I am me. The evil hubby likes to pretend he is me. So ask him something funky like....what does John Mayer have tattooed on his ass...(Kitty's Love Bitch!)

OK maybe he doesnt have that, but he does have home life tattooed on his arm !

Please ignore the last post. I was being a damn drama queen. I swear it's the hormones (I hope) I really need to mellow out and stop letting things with him get to me, though I can't help but worry. It's in my nature.

OK let me rephrase that. I hate men who just happened to be married to me!

Like it is all my fault that we have no money and live paycheck to paycheck and we cant buy the things that he thinks we need. And it is also my fault that he tends to nickel and dime money that we get to pay off other bills. It is also my fault that he doesnt know what bills have to paid and when, oh yes it is also my fault that we never have money to do anything.

I dont know when he became obsessed with this need to have money all the time. I know we are not rich, but who is nowdays? I would love to be able to pay all the bills at one time and not have to worry about bill collectors, but the reality is we have 4 kids, I work part time and we just dont make enough. On the bright side we dont have to pay for child care (but he doesnt see that)

Maybe he wants something that I cant give him? Or maybe he just wants (or needs his freedom)

You know there is a woman at his job that is proud that him and I have been together for so long. She tells him, "Just stick it out till your youngest daughter is 18, after that I will take you to the Phillipines and get you a young bride."

Wow that just makes me feel oh so special!

So what do I do? What should I do?

I am tired of fighting with him, I am tired of him being pissed at me all the time. I tired of him thinking that money will solve all of our problems.

I dont think he sees the good things we have.

We have 4 beautiful little girls, we have a roof over our heads (it may not belong to us, but it is over our heads) Our girls are happy, they are actually well behave. We dont have some dysfunctional family, for once we are not so far in debt.

Maybe that is just not enough to be happy, too bad I thought it was.

Ignore me I am just ranting about nothing and everything

I was told I needed to BLOOOOOOOOGGGGGG more!

First thought is to write the word blog like a bazillion times just so that it will fill up all this empty space of me not blogging, but then Ms. Gem would spank me for being cheeky...not that being spanked by Gem wouldn't be fun ;)

There is not much going on with my life lately. I am being consumed by work and life is just taking over with kids and the holiday approaching. Two of my girls have birthdays this month. Kazzi and Kalehya will be turning 6 and two today and tomorrow. I promise I will post all about it on there blog eventually (when I get around to it).

So this should conclude my blogging requirement for Gem ;) Love you hunni

C-Yall!

Bloggar is making me ad atm so I am testing the damn thing out. Hopefully the damn thing will work right!