Just what it says. Thursday morning I have to attend an interview for a job that I do not want.

Most of you know that the better part of last year I worked for the Post Office and I completely hated it. The hours were crappy and I had to work 6 days a week and it just all around sucked. I dont wanna be put through that hell again. I just had a baby, I want to be able to be there for her.

Jeff thinks I am being selfish I guess, an using the kids as an excuse for not wanting to work there. I dont think we can afford for me to work fulltime, because that brings other exspenses, like child care. For us to put all the kids in day care would cost us between $2000- $2500 dollars. And we have to have the kids out by a certain time.

I guess he doesnt like the idea of me being a full time mom. I guess he thinks I am being lazy by not wanting to work. Maybe I am. Maybe I should just stop whining about the Post Office and deal with it. But the funny thing is he hates it has much as I did. I know he doesnt want to wokr there. He would rather be doing something else.

I wanna work fulltime.....just not there. I wish the college were I am working at had a fulltime job that was open. I would take it in a heart beat.

So I am guessing soon that I will be working for the Post Office sooner than I had plan to. :(

Wish me luck.