I swear it does. My landlord some how "misplaced" our rent check for this month. Luckily he isnt charging us a fee, but I doubt the asshole is acting looking for the other check. Jeff took alot of hours off from work last week, which means we are going to be really short on cash this week. Which means pay bills or feed the kids. I need a frigging job, one that will let me either be with my kids or let me work from home. I can't afford childcare, but we cant keep living like this, and I doubt jeff will change his hours for me so that I am able to work more. He whines that he can make more in overtime then with me working parttime, but the funny thing is...his ass isnt at work.

I have to go to San Diego, I am not taking any money with me. I have to make sure that he has it to take care of the other kids......uggg what fuck can I do...I think I am just frustrated...so fucking frustrated.