I wanna jusr runaway, no kids no problems, just me for one day all by myself.

I have spent the last two night staying up with Jeff because he has been in so much pain from a tooth that needs to come out. I don't sleep until he is atleast comfortable, then I still get up with the girls in morning. He brought me a dozen roses last night cause I had been taking care of him for the last few days.

My grandmother took a turn for the worst. She was admitted into the hospital for kidney and liver failure among other things. My mom says that she will be there for atleast a week. But I am curious if this might be the last time I am able to go home while she is still alive.

I dont know if I can aside from the fact that we have no money what so ever. I am at a complete lost on what to do these days. I am tired, cranky, upset among other things.

Oh well I will eventually get over it. I always do.