yeah I am blogging about John Mayer...so bite me!

LMAO I just got done watching his tv show. OMG it was fucking funny. I cant believe he got dressed up in a bear suit right before one of his concerts and harassed the fans. He was insulting his own music and having fun with the fans. Hey that 6foot3 man can bear hug me anytime ;)

He also hung out with Trick Daddy and did some other stuff. I think I laughed the whole time it was on. He is such a dork at times and I love it ;)

Ok ok back to reality or atleast my reality. The kids are great and I am getting better. I am still looking for a job, hopefully something part time. I dont think I want anything more than that. I just figured out that Jeff and I cant afford daycare (which is a bitch to try to explain to him.) Sometimes I think things would be easier if I was the one that had the full time job. I know I would be less of and ass then he is to me. He just doesnt realize that not every family is rich or even have enough money to do the things they want. And it's just not about money. Growing up we never had lot of money, but my mom always did stuff with us. Jeff seems to think we need to have money to do stuff. The sad part is we did so much stuff before with the kids without money. Like going to the park and stuff like that, and the kids adore that. Some day soon he will see that...I hope.

Hmmmm gtg Roswell is on :)